You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

Comments

J.S. said…
So sorry for your loss, Jamie. I know that Mel had a special place in his heart for you. We'll all miss him terribly.
January 2, 2009 at 5:43 PM
Unknown said…
You know when you would ask him to speak? He was saying, "Jamie, I love you."
January 2, 2009 at 5:52 PM
Erica said…
Jamie and Ryan,

I'm soo sorry. It's heartbreaking when you loose a member of the family. I love the picture you posted.
love y'all
January 3, 2009 at 11:52 AM
Anonymous said…
I wish I could be there right now to give you guys a hug...I'm so sorry about Mel. He was the best.
January 3, 2009 at 12:03 PM
Ellen said…
Heartbreaking. I am so sorry.
January 5, 2009 at 3:21 PM
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